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[Jan. 23rd, 2006|09:54 pm] |
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In: Myspace.
Out:Livejournal.
So Long everyone! =D |
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| So I copied Luke..... |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|09:18 pm] |
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2006|08:22 pm] |
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Wow.
I haven't updated for like. 11 years.
So. A lot has happened since new years. Or whenever the hell I updated.
Umm.
Im going out with Billy <3 As of the 6th... I know what you're all thinking.
Its all good though. =D
Cheering. Im a flyer now! Nice eh.
Today I tryed sweeping. It was better than last time. But when I came down someone scratched me. Now I have a huge scratch on my back and it hurts like a bitch. I almost cried.
Ummm.
Okay I have nothing to write.
I'll talk to you all later! I love you! |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2005|11:51 pm] |
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Yo..
Holy shat. Christmas eve is in like. *counts with fingers* 9 minutes!
I just got off the phone with Billy.
We talked for a total of like, 3 hours today. It was pretty fun. He was hammered.
He said he loved me a few times. I would have been like "aww!" but he was drunk so i was like "haha."
Hes staying at Buckfield! Nice. I know.
Yup.
Today was like the best day.
Ever.
I got presents from Billy Jake and Marji.
Billy got me a Red Sox T-shirt and shorts.
Jake got me 3 really cute belly rings and candy. (and opened chapstick :o )
Marji got me really aweseome sox and a really awesome belly ring.
A few days ago Nicole bought be a necklace with a cross on it, I love it!
Yup.
So tonight I went to wal mart with Dustin and Leslie.
Saw some drug dealers and some wangsters. Niiiice.
Now I'm watching Out Cold.
Man. I love that movie.
Ahhh shit.
Im going to bed. I'll talk to you all later!
Merry Christmas everyone! |
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|09:34 pm] |
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Whoa.
I havnen't updated since I was pittiful and retarted.
I can't remember whats happened.
Ummm.
Billy's frigan last day is friday and it makes me really sad! Then hes going to E.L. little frigger school.
I hung out with him a lot today, and wore his zip up hoodie. Much to Sam's dismay. :0
He called me tongiht, and we talked for like half an hour, then i had to go eat supper.
I feel bad for the kid :\ He told me the other day in study hall that he was going to miss me when he went to Auburn, it was cute.
Ummm. Lets see. Im pretty proud of myslef, I haven't talked to Josh for like, 2 weeks. *High five!*
Frigan a.
Friday is a half day I guess. News to me? That kinda stinks. Im going to miss everyone over our frigan half a week vacation.
Jake got me a Christmas present! Im excited to get it. I guess he told Shelley that if he goes to C/B with anyone for B-Field it will be me. :0. Does that mean I would march cuz hes a senior! Ahhh!
So we got cheering pics back today. I hate mine. Ugh. Im giving them to my close friends only. Haha. The team one came out pretty nice this year.
So many people are quitting though! Whaaaa.
I can't think of anything to sayyyy.
I went to the Mall last night, in auburn and Lewiston. Got Shelley's present. I hope she likes it!
Okay Well I guess I should go.
EVERYONE BE AT THE VARSITY GAMES TOMMOROW!!!!!
Nuh Night Everyone! Merry Christmas! |
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| Zup Zup? HAHAH MATT! |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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So I figured something out.
Whenever I'm upset, I write.
So all of my poems are depressing.
This is pretty much the first "angry" one I've written. But I need to get it out. Cuz I was very pissed off last night.
So heres a little advice,
For whoever "she" might be.
He might lose feeling at any time,
I know this becuase it happened to me.
He'll tell you he loves you,
He'll say you're beautiful, maybe play you a song.
You'll be the best thing thats ever happened to him,
He was just a good actor all along.
Go ahead and live your life,
God knows I'll live mine.
Don't bother asking whats wrong,
Don't worry, Ill be fine.
Whatever we were. We aren't anymore.
And I thought it would be so hard to get over you..... |
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[Dec. 10th, 2005|10:36 pm] |
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So I totally copied Sam. Who copied Vesta. But here you all go.
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
It was okay. Could have been better...
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
All summer. Hanging out with Sam and Shelley every day. Sam's beach house, Never forget that*
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
I'm not really sure. Probably when me and Nicole were fighting.
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
In bed. Lol
5) Who were you with?
My pillows, blankets, and uh. Teddy bear.
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
My best friends of course. PARTY AT KAITLINS AND NOT SHELLEYS. Well. Hopefully.
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
Yes. I made a new years resalution not to make a new years resolution.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
Same.
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Im not really sure? I think so.
11) If yes, with who?
Josh.
12) If yes, do they know?
Yeah.
13) Are you still in love with them?
Im getting over him at the moment.
14) Do regret it?
Never regret something that once made you smile.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
Don't think so.
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
YES MY FRIGAN LOVERS FROM CHEER CAMP! And now Im friends with kids I never used to talk to, like Billy and Adam and them, MATT, Lukas.
17) Who are your favorite new freinds?
Kasi, Taylor, Megan, MATT!
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
Probably October. Everything was going good for me...
19) Did you travel outside of the UK in 2005?
I've never even been to the U.K. Lol.
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
Maine. WHooo!
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
No...
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I missed a lot of people.
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Elizabeth Town!
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
Omg I have no idea. Probably..wow. I really don't know.
25) What was your favorite album from 2005?
From Under The Cork Tree :-D
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Never been to a concert. Ahhh.
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Haha No.
28) did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
Ummm no. Christmas 04 was the most I've ever drinken.
29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
No. Im high on liiiife.
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
Lets see. Nicole, Shelley, Sam, Marji. Whoo and the list goes on....
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Yeah.
32) What was the biggest lie you told in 2005?
Ummm. I dunno.
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
I don't really know.
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
Yes. Nicole.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Not really. People were mean to me sometimes buttt...
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
Ask my dad. Haha.
37) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
Umm I don't frigan know. I sat in gum one time.
38) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change it, what would it be?
I don't really wanna say it on here.
39) What are your plans for 2006?
Finish 10th grade. HOLY SHIT IM GOING TO BE A JUNIOR. Wow thats really scary. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
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"Lasting Impressions"
I’ll wait til the clock strikes a nerve to spend some time with you
I can’t stand to depend on the shadow I cast alone when we should
For the sake of making a statement
Let’s make our presence known
Let’s show them what were made of
We'll show up in our outfits we planned ahead
To meet the qualifications for a special occasion
Today is your day today is our day
Making up for lost time
Making a scene oh yeah
You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight
So let’s meet at the mouth for a kiss
That’s been so long overdue
No thanks to the two thousands of miles
And the touring we always do
(It makes me miss you more)
You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight
I could explode
Cuz you just never, you never know
It would suit the moment perfectly
You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight
I just love this song. Nothing personal. I dont think.
Happy December 6th Everyone. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2005|11:11 pm] |
Relentless hours pass,
But I’m still thinking about you.
I try to convince myself,
The things I say are true.
There’s a reserved spot for you,
Always in the back of my mind.
Whenever something’s wrong,
It’s the easiest place to find.
It’s hard to fight,
The tears in my eyes.
But I won’t let it bother me.
I can’t help thinking,
If the way things used to be. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2005|10:10 pm] |
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I've decided Im going to delete every single one of my entrys.
Why?
To prevent depression.
a beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning, she can make you feel high, full of the single greatest commodity known to man ,promise, promise of a better day. promise of a greater hope. promise of a new tomorrow. this particular aura... can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl. in her smile, in her soul, in the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's gonna to be okay.
That was his away message.
I guess I had my hopes up.
Even though none of this is bothering me.
Why am I letting this bother me? |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|10:20 am] |
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Just got back from the docs.
I have "Patello Tendon Femoral Pain Syndrom"
Nice.
So this means my legs are screwed up and every time i move or jump my knee cap rubs on the tissue underneath the knee.
So yeah.
I cant do cheering for a bit.
I ll still go to practices though.
But I'll talk to everyone later.
Im gunna go eat some soup and watch Secret Admirer. I love that movie.
Bye! |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|06:55 am] |
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Okay So mom doesn't want me to go to school today becuase of my knee.
Im probably going to the doctors in a bit.
Its a swollen and i could barely even walk down the stairs.
Whu oh.
So yeah. Im still going to Sams tonight, hopefully!
Talk to you all later
I love you all <3 |
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[Nov. 30th, 2005|10:58 am] |
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Hello.
Im in study hall right now, with nothing to do.
So whats been going on.
Yesterday. Had cheering. Pretty okay day.
I GOT AN A ON MY HISTORY LAS! AHHH! IM SO EXCITED! THEN I GOT A B+ ON MY RETAKE! AHHH! NOW I HAVE A B-!
Sorry. Lol
Okay so Im officially not talking to Shelley.
She called me a bitch, and talked about me and made it very obvious.
*growls*
Okay that was my stomach. Lol.
So I talked to Josh last night. He called and mom didnt answer it, then I was like "HEY THATS JOSH'S CELL PHONE!" So I call him back and he had to try on a shirt cuz he was shopping or somehting.
So he called me back and we talked to like 30 min. Then HE hung up on me. And I tried calling back and got his voicemail.
WTH.
AND LAST NIGHT I made a new s/n. WiggaWhat0ox I think thats it.
Okay well i guess Im gunna go.
Oh yeah damnit We can't go out Friday cuz we have cheering from 7-9. AT NIGHT. WTH.
AHHH. Maybe Sunday? I dunneh.
Okay Well Im out. Talk to you all later.
I love you Joshua. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2005|11:34 pm] |
FallxOutxGirlx19: Night handsome
FallxOutxGirlx19: I LOVE YOU!
Chevyracn07: sweetdreams beautiful
Chevyracn07: i love you 2
FallxOutxGirlx19: jees nice.
Chevyracn07: what?
FallxOutxGirlx19: FallxOutxGirlx19: I LOVE YOU!
FallxOutxGirlx19: Chevyracn07: i love you 2
FallxOutxGirlx19: eh eh?
Chevyracn07: its better than ditto
FallxOutxGirlx19: lol
Chevyracn07: lol
FallxOutxGirlx19: yeah.
Chevyracn07: I LOVE YOU 2
FallxOutxGirlx19: Thats what we like to see!
FallxOutxGirlx19: :-D
BTW thats josh's new s/n. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2005|10:44 am] |
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Hola.
Im chillaxin the the library.
And things are pretty good right now.
Me and Josh are good <3
Everything is good.
Cept the whole rents thing.
I wrote a lj entry a while ago about how mean my dad is.
He read it.
I was really mad when I wrote it and now I kind of feel bad.
Eh.
So there was an hour delay this morning. So I woke up at 6:00 and took like an hour long shower. It was pretty nice.
Pretty much everyone loves my Seirra Mist Gloves. <3 Like 10 people have said something to me about em.
So whats been going on.
Erm.
Last night I went to wal mart, saw Sean Jeff and Matty.
JOSH FINISHED HIS TRUCK!?
Yup.
Umm.
So pretty much thats it.
I glad things are better with Sam and Lukas!
And Ryan. Good Luck with everything bub.
Shelley FEEL BETTER LOVE! I'll get you your science work.
AND ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I WUV YAH!
Im in a pretty good mood right now.
FRIGAN DAMNIT. this morning I was doing a good freakin deed and I saw Britteny Wiley drop her purse, and she didn't know it. So I went outside to get it for her, and I slipped on the ice and fell.
IN FRONT OF EVERYONE.
AHHH!
Oh well.
Now Im gunna go read a book that I don't particularly understand.
Bye everyone!
Joshua Paul Morissette <33 |
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[Nov. 25th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
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Josh.
I don't know if you will read this.
But if you do.
I've done a lot of thinking the last few days.
I love you.
I want to be with you.
I don't care what everyone else says. |
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| Let it Snow Let it Snow Let it Snow! |
[Nov. 24th, 2005|11:41 am] |
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Happy Thanksgiving!
So as of last night things are good.
I said I'd forgive him.
But im still mad.
Eh.
I'm hoping things will be back the way they used to.
Not to be all korny and shit. But its more like I forgive him for what he did, but I can't really forgive him for how what he did made me feel.
Is that gay?
W/e.
I'll talk to everyone later.
Mom and Grammy are making food. And Dustin and Leslie are here!
Ir a comer mucho pavo.
(Im going to go eat a lot of turkey.)
Mmmm yeah.
I love you all. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2005|11:25 pm] |
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I figured maybe I could write a real LJ entry.
So whats been going on.
Cheering.
We did the burrito song today. And form the fruit/hair dance thing.
Tommorow is Thanksgiving.
Im so excited to eat a lot.
I really want to talk to Josh.
Im really mad I guess. But since we haven't been talking I realized how much I acutally need him.
I love him. And I don't care what everyone says.
I guess today it really hit me that we aren't together anymore.
And it made me very depressed.
Im talking to him right now.
Ahhh.
Im going to go now.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
I love you. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2005|06:33 pm] |
Zach: im sorry. love most times is confusing, and yet it is one of the things we all long for and look for the most and to loose it can be one of the most painful things, even as painful as to die a lonely death on a-thousand spikes.
You're right. |
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